Byren & I

Byren & I

domestic dogs.
they are adorable.
never fail to greet you when you're home.
God's incredible invention.

I love dogs.
oh I just miss those times when I have Pepper at home.
<333

we're being fugly

gene`: cheL gembeng gembeng
cheL`: gene memantatkan keadaan

ngoksek btuL our quotes...

listening to Epik High - 선곡표 [seongokpyo] ft. dj Zio

CheL's Revolutionary Evolution

I have stolen and transferred a folder of pictures entitled "MY BABY" from my mom's laptop to my desktop. what pictures? they are those ol-skool pix of me, yes, me myself & I that I don't have or have ever seen. as I go through each and every pix, it really brings back memories and laughter.. HAHA I would like to share some of my felicities and crappiness with y'all.. sit back & enjoy watching CheL's Revolutionary Evolution..

great choice of hairstyle @@

bro & I @ genting highlands to watch mom
participatin Misses M'sia '98
[I'm bout 9 years old]

my kepoyoan terserlah
[form 3]

my disgusting act at a disgusting place


Pepper is my lover. love my pet so much.

my hair was all the while short
until I decided to keep my hair long when I was
in form 4

I was an innocent looking bitch

a nerd or a sir-two-peed girl..

ppl don't make friends with me and have least admirers at this time

HAHA wtf

this is how I look screaming with my mouth shut

I tried to fit in that lame plastic bag..

or

I'm lame I tried to fit in that plastic bag

are you affected from my ugly disease?

posing with my adorable darLing

good old times when we're still kids and we enjoy playing @ the playground

although I kept my hair long but it's always tied

I cannot bear my wispy hair anymore

and then I snapped my hair short again

my new hairdo! first time having my hair colored..

more or less I was influenced by my role model next to me which is my beloved mom..

I rock hard!
some people call me Gina Glocksen XD

we had the same hairdo at the same time..
no, I don't fancy her o.O

It was a very long long holiday after SPM
I cannot stop eating especially chocs &
I became an alcoholic

and I grew larger each day but I still continue
eating & drinking

as a result, I weighted 70KGs
and waistline measured 38inches OMFG!!!
I'm equivalent to a pregnant lady
Is this me?? I can't believe what I'm seeing

after a few months, I dyed brown with blue highlights

next, I had my hair blonde

I love eating Big Apple's & Jco's doughnuts


and sushi too ^^


I started to adore cooking

and watching bro doing stupid things in the mall


hello. this is the new cheL..
I'm 19 & still available..HAHA wtf
goodbye for now.. hugs & kisses..

won't you stay asleep?

some of my thoughts to share with readers today.

when you feel betrayed, probably you'll weep that you feel people around you not being genuine. sometimes you feel deceived. your social life is involved around fake people that previously you think they are actually your best friends. you don't feel adaptable with the group of people anymore. thinking what are the issues, why are they treating you with such manner? they probably have their own reasons. they started to abandon you. perceiving a silent yet hurtful conversations; unlike the days you and your friends used to. trading venom in the eye contact. so many questions emerged in your head. wondering what makes the hatred formed in them? what went wrong? what is there that set you and your friends apart? have you did something wrong? since when? ...you start to apply dark shades in your world. and cry a sad melody. realizing how mean the world actually is.

in my own opinion, you must accept the fact that the world is actually mean. people just won't understand you. your weep don't worth a damn, so don't cry. the fact is you were appreciated like a best friend. but somehow there was a misunderstanding I suppose; straying to something more disastrous, leaving a scar behind. your friends used to make you feel secured but it's now the other way round because you couldn't trust anyone anymore. seeking your friends you used to hang out with to express dissatisfaction, but they're all now lies to you. couldn't share anymore secrets. they couldn't speak out the truth to hurt your feelings. but too bad it hurts even more when the unintended truth revealed. the abandonment? the reluctant conversations? the tantrums? the sour faces? it all happened for a reason. stop questioning yourself how why and what. you have misbehaved. anyway it's better to know the truth than living beyond lies. as long as there's betterment, they won't be leaving you for good.

a tattoo.

Friday, 12 Sept- Today is a memorable day! why? my first time getting a tattoo!! omfg!! woot woot~! yc & i have always wanted to get a body tattoo. we had been looking for many different designs @ many different body tattoo shops. but the previous week, we were determined to really get one and so we went to sg. wang to make an appointment for today..

a total of rm350 for the piece of permanent body tattoo

yc got a pretty chick to do for him
I'll have to wait for awhile for her sifu to come..
I was like WOHOO! I got an expert artist to do for me ^^

he's the sifu & he's lengchai. fevittt~

since I am the sifu's customer, I got a lying down position Xp
while yc have to sit until the whole process is completed..

there's some parts where he dragged the needle all the way through the skin
& tears rolled down my cheeks..

i really love it! to the max..
there's CHEL above the errr... we called it the "jellyfish" XD

angst.

I solely apologize for my misbehaving.
I'm not being harsh or something.
I don't mind sharing with everyone; my everything.
the unrevealed distance between us; not you, not me.
I am just reluctant. I am not you.
and you can't be me. nor understand what my heart wants to say.
my heart, is a rigid box.

..i am scorched.

SM?

Sex Meniac CAB?
taken while on my way back home from PM @ Rampai..

Probably for the very first time, for today's Flash lesson I was quite attentive rather than other days hanya main main, suka hati keluar computer lab like nobody's business.. I'm proud of myself.. ^_^v

updating.

ehehhe.. outdated posts.. sorry dudes.. hmmm well what should I write on this very day, Monday which is also Sept 1st.. Maybe a boring day? all alone at home.. doing some house chores..
omg Packaging class 2mr!! bye got to go XD

update another day maybe? soon.. :)

ive got so much to write.. but not now XD